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exatronMy workout today was surprisingly therapeutic. I feel a lot better than I did on Friday. I'm still angry, but at least I'm finally able to do things other than be mad.
Leaving that state always makes me feel scared and often confused because I don't regret anything I do while I'm that angry, and I think I enjoy it a bit too much. Thankfully, I don't feel this way very often since it usually takes being greatly offended or seeing someone treated unfairly to put me in that state.
I started trying to pick out a last name for my character, and came up with a few options: Hansen, Rønstad, Eriksen, Bergstrom, Lindstrom, Nilsen, Jakobsen, Brøndstad, or Holt.
It's also time for an art update.
My latest attempt at drawing something didn't go quite as well as I would have liked since I had to deal with feeling angry and couldn't really concentrate on anything. I tried making his torso more exaggerated to fit a cheetah's proportions better, but I think I might have gone a bit too far. I also drew in more of his arms, and think I did somewhat well with the early stages of his right hand.
http://pics.livejournal.com/exatron/pic/0000y1ep/g3
I also tried to color a sketch by![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
codyvfrost of my character.
http://pics.livejournal.com/exatron/pic/0000zy1z/g3
On a related note,codyvfrost has been very helpful by critiquing my drawings and I need to find a way to thank him, especially since he has been subjected to a great deal of stress this year. I'm not quite sure what I could do, and can't ask right now since I must respect his request for space.
If I choose to do something art related, I have a few ideas- Cody as Atlas, some sort of silly comic strip, or something he suggests. The trick is that whatever I choose will have to be one of the best things I can make since he deserves it.
Leaving that state always makes me feel scared and often confused because I don't regret anything I do while I'm that angry, and I think I enjoy it a bit too much. Thankfully, I don't feel this way very often since it usually takes being greatly offended or seeing someone treated unfairly to put me in that state.
I started trying to pick out a last name for my character, and came up with a few options: Hansen, Rønstad, Eriksen, Bergstrom, Lindstrom, Nilsen, Jakobsen, Brøndstad, or Holt.
It's also time for an art update.
My latest attempt at drawing something didn't go quite as well as I would have liked since I had to deal with feeling angry and couldn't really concentrate on anything. I tried making his torso more exaggerated to fit a cheetah's proportions better, but I think I might have gone a bit too far. I also drew in more of his arms, and think I did somewhat well with the early stages of his right hand.
http://pics.livejournal.com/exatron/pic/0000y1ep/g3
I also tried to color a sketch by
codyvfrost of my character.http://pics.livejournal.com/exatron/pic/0000zy1z/g3
On a related note,
codyvfrost has been very helpful by critiquing my drawings and I need to find a way to thank him, especially since he has been subjected to a great deal of stress this year. I'm not quite sure what I could do, and can't ask right now since I must respect his request for space.If I choose to do something art related, I have a few ideas- Cody as Atlas, some sort of silly comic strip, or something he suggests. The trick is that whatever I choose will have to be one of the best things I can make since he deserves it.
